Unfriending Facebook: Day 3

2/18/18 – Sunday

I got up and downloaded a stupid game app to fill a little bit of my time while I was still waking up. I know I’m replacing one type of addiction with another, but at least cute little dragons don’t fill me with existential dread.

I decided to make homemade strawberry jam. This was completely out of character for me. It was really fun and my daughter helped. I felt really good to make something from scratch that took a long period of focused time.

I read some more. That was nice.

A friend messaged me to ask for something I posted a few days ago. I didn’t have access to it anymore and only sort of remembered what it was. I spent an hour trying to find it online. I felt guilty and upset that I let her down. I thought about reactivating to get the image…I felt guilt. Then I felt sad that she didn’t ask how I was.

I’m eating when I’m not hungry.

I feel lonely still.

I’m still a junkie.

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MythicalMagpie

Hello all, I'm Traci, crafty pagan gamer mom. I'm trying to transition from my old blog to this one, and start fresh with some new content, updates about the games, people and creations I'm excited about.

One thought on “Unfriending Facebook: Day 3”

  1. Very proud of you for doing this, Traci. This is a super hard decision to make but I like learning that you’re finding love in new places and enjoying a lot of new experiences or experiences you haven’t had in a long time. It’s a good indicator of who reaches out and cares, too, so you can find out where you can start investing your energy and time. I know it’s not easy but I am cheering you on. Thank you for updating your experience.

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